True Love, Till The End

There was once this guy who was very much in love with his girl.
This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl.

Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company, his future doesn't seem too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualize any future for the both of them, so they went their own ways there and then... Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself.

Finally with all the hard work and the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company. You never fail until you stop trying. One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched.It didn't take him long to realize they were his girl's parents.

With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same any more; he had his own company, car, condo, etc.

He made it! What he saw next confused him, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and so he got out of his car and followed ... and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his paper cranes right beside her...

Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all.

She was ill with cancer. She had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want to be his obstacle ... therefore she had chosen to leave him.

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again ... he can take some of those back with him... Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever.

The guy just wept.....The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside her knowing you can't have her, see her or be with her ever again.........hope you understand. Find time to realise that there is one person who means so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought meant nothing to you.

Love, From A Glass Of Milk

One day, a poor boy who was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school, found he had only one thin dime left, and he was hungry.

He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house.

However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door. Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water.

She thought he looked hungry so brought him a large glass of milk He drank it slowly, and then asked, "How much do I owe you?" "You don't owe me anything," she replied "Mother has taught us never to accept payment for a kindness." He said... "Then I thank you from my heart."

As Howard Kelly left that house, he not only felt stronger physically, but his faith in God and man was strong also. He had been ready to giveup and quit.

Years later that young woman became critically ill. The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the big city, where they called in specialists to study her rare disease. Dr. Howard Kelly was called in for the consultation.

When he heard the name of the town she came from, a strange light filled his eyes. Immediately he rose and went down the hall of the hospital to her room. Dressed in his doctor's gown he went in to see her.

He recognized her at once. He went back to the consultation room determined to do his best to save her life. From that day he gave special attention to the case. After a long struggle, the battle was won. Dr. Kelly requested the business office to pass the final bill to him for approval.

He looked at it, then wrote something on the edge and the bill was sent to her room. She feared to open it, for she was sure it would take the rest of her life to pay for it all. Finally, she looked, and something caught her attention on the side as she read these words......"Paid in full with one glass of milk." (Signed) Dr. Howard Kelly.

Tears of joy flooded her eyes as her happy heart prayed: "Thank You, GOD, that Your love has spread abroad through human hearts and hands."

Eventhough I'm selfish
Now I want to tell you this feeling
Being selfish on my own
but I want to see you now
because I'm in the middle of falling in love

because of being hurt by your past love
you couldn't trust other people
and I feel the same way as you do
but you are different
you are glowing
I am afraid by the feeling in my heart
but I want to be by your side
this soft feeling is flowing
your heart that wavers at first is slowly opening up

I want to see you now
I couldn't wait for tomorrow
It is strange
Gazing up at the open sky
I am assured
I am in the middle of falling in love

Teasing friends always said
"the two of you look good together"
but in the end we ended up as friend
I was supposed to feel relieved about it
but since when
both of us
during all these time we spent together
I felt the feelings I've never had before
when we are together

I've always been looking for the one
unknowingly you've been infront of me
Feeling different for the first time
my real feelings is

I just wanna keep on loving you always
always all about you
this clumsy feelings
happiness alone is sad
I want to tell you this feeling
warmth of this soft feeling
I want to treasure it
when I'm falling for the last love

I want to see you
let me stay near by your side
please
when looking at the sky
always
the time you come to me
I won't ever let go of this love
baby girl I wanna see you right now

I just wanna keep on loving you always
this feelings that I can't get through to you
but deep inside words are overflowing
feelings that I want to tell you
tight hugs and kisses
I want to feel it more
the night when I fall for the last love

I am in the middle of falling in love...

I Love You

•°¯`•• ι love тнe way yoυ мaĸe мe laυgн ι love тнe way yoυ мaĸe мe..••´¯°•

•°¯`•• тearѕ oғ joy ѕтreaм ғroм мy eyeѕ aѕ ι нear yoυr voιce, a lovιng ѕυrprιѕe..••´¯°•

•°¯`•• ι love yoυ wнen yoυ're angry ι love yoυ wнen yoυ're ѕad ••´¯°•

•°¯`•• ι love yoυ wнen yoυ're glad wнen yoυ тell мe oғ тнe day yoυ нad ••´¯°•

•°¯`•• ι love yoυ тrυly ι love yoυ deeply ••´¯°•

•°¯`•• ever ѕιnce тнe day ι leт yoυ мeeт мe.. ••´¯°•

•°¯`•• ι мιѕѕed yoυ wнen yoυ leғт ι мιѕѕ yoυ now мore тнan ever ••´¯°•

•°¯`•• wιтнoυт yoυ, мy lιғe ιѕ ѕтrιғe ••´¯°•

•°¯`•• ι waιт ғor yoυ aѕ тнe dayѕ go вy мy love ιѕ growιng ιncн вy ιncн.. ••´¯°•

•°¯`•• ι cannoт waιт тo ѕee yoυ agaιn вυт ι waιт ғor yoυ, and yoυr warм smile.•°¯`••

Deliver This Message

Wind of beginnings, deliver this message

Because I will always believe in you

That time I was standing in a world I saw in my dream

But I won't look back, because I've decided to walk forward

Looking up at the seven-colored rainbow in the sky, do you see it too?

Wind of beginnings, deliver this message

Because I will watch your back as you run towards your dream

Because I will always believe in you

Fluttering towards the future

When a person thinks about the one important to them

Surely they have a kind look on their face

The road through time is endless, move forward and don't give up

Wind of beginnings, deliver this message

At the end of your faraway journey, I will wait for you

Because I believe my wish will be delivered

If I meet you again someday, show me your smile

Wind of beginnings, deliver this message

At the end of your faraway journey, I will wait for you

Because I believe my wish will be delivered

There is nothing to be afraid of, "because you exist"

Sorry~

Will you listen to my story ?

It'll just be a minute

How can i explain ?

Whatever happened here

I never meant to hurt you

When i say I'm sorry

Will you believe me ?

Listen to my story

Say you won't leave me

When i say I'm sorry

Can you forgive me ?

When i say I'll always be there

Will you believe in me ?

All the words that i come up with

There's no excuse, no explanation

If I could undo what I did wrong

I'd give away all that I own

When I say I'm sorry

Will you believe me ?

When I say I'm sorry

Can you forgive me ?

If I told you I've been cleaning my soul

And I promise you I'll regain control

Will you open your door

And let me in ?

Take me for who i am

And not for who I've been ?

When I say I'm sorry

Will you believe me ?

Can you forgive me ?

When I say I'll always be there

Will you believe in me ?

When I say I'm sorry

I'm Sorry

I'm Sorry

I'm Sorry

I'm Sorry

I'm Sorry

Will you believe me ?

Can you forgive me ?

University : Part 1

Hey there people~ well, the title does say 'University : Part 1''. Most of you may be thinking this is a post about my first experience in university life. Sorry to disappoint you guys. This post is about my preparation for my uni life. The reason for Part 1 is simply because, intentionally, i wanted to make this post together with pictures. Buuuuut, the pictures are going to be delayed. So yea, i'll get to the pictures in Part 2.

Alrite, getting to the story. Just like every other form 6 leavers, i too am waiting for my UPU result. but, here's the catch. my result... ain't good enough for the course my parents want me to apply, Medicine. So, my dad made his plans to send me to Indonesia for my medicine degree. Now, i applied for Universitas Padjajaran. In order to get selected into that uni, i had to go for an entrance exam and an oral interview.

On 11th June, the agent organised classes to prepare all applicant for their entrance exam. there were about 53 of us, broken into two classes, Class A and Class B. without the need to say, Class B obviously was the better class. Not to mention the fact that i was in Class B as well. :p Anyways, first half-day was pretty boring. i was practically sitting all by myself. why ?? because i dont know anyone there. well, there was this one guy who knew me, but i wasn't really keen on sticking close to him. most of reader are now wondering why i mentioned ''half-day''. the reason, i made friends during lunch ! And not to mention this girl *ehem ehem* is pretty. don't think too much people. I'm not gona break me 20 year single streak just yet. maybe after i graduate. but that's a topic for another day~

So, from day 2 onwards, i had 2 friends to study together with. its pretty ironic that the 2 of them have opposite personalities. one is super calm, and the other is a worries too much~ anyways, the 3 of us amazingly did click very well and yea, we're kinda like besties now. hahahaha~ oh yea, i guess i didn't mention. classes were held from 11th-17th June from 8am-6pm. i know, Killer Classes. Names of my besties, Karen Low and Allison. (Allison. if you're reading this, please note i DID NOT make a spelling error for your name). despite the looooong hours of class, it was really fun. the lecturers were great and extremely sporting.

time for a little fussing. the exam had PHYSICS, which i dropped 2 years ago. which meant, i was totally blurr during physics class. another fuss, they're electron arrangement is a little weird. third fuss, calculator is NOT allowed. fourth fuss, periodic table not provided during exam. fifth fuss, no formula sheet or data booklet. these were some of the "great'' rules which made me soooo excited for the entrance exam.

entrance exam was on the 19th. which means one free day on 18th to rest. but considering the extra good rules set by the Indonesian exam board, i planned to study. Awesomely, Karen wanted to study as well. and we both ended up revising from 9am-5pm at McD, The Mall (sumwhr near PWTC).

19th arrived, exam day~ 100 objective questions, 2.5 hours, no calculator. i prayed extra hard to god. there's was another ''good news''. out of the 200 applicants for medicine, only 80 will be selected. wat a bummer ! well, everything ended on 19th and all was done. all that was left was to wait for the results.

on 25th June, i received a phone call from Karen saying she passed. for the first 2 minutes, i was happy for her. but aftr that, reality kicked and bit me in the ass. her exam number was waaaay later than mine. so, why the hell did she get the call while i did not. did i fail ?? now that was a living nightmare. i cudn't take it. i turned on my pc, logged into the exam system, key-ed in my exam number. waiting... waiting... and yes !! I PASSED AS WELL !! isnt that awesome news. i'm the top 80 out of 200. one hour later, the agent calls and says i passed. how ''efficient''.

well, that's all for now, this is by far my longest post. next up, GOTCHA CALL post !! XD