Saturday, August 8, 2009

Law Olympiad Pics

Sorry it took such a long time.. but here are d Law Olympiad pics~


Wat v did while v were waiting for d competiton to start~



Where v sat...Rite nex to d prizes~


Up close wit d prizes


Me n my teammates


D entire team frm school...All 3 teams~


Li Yuan while waiting for d bus which arrived one hour late~


Waiting for d bus~


So..these are d pics frm d Law Olympiad competition me n my frens went to..V didn win, but v sure had loads of fun !!

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Love with a touch of Chemistry

Ok ppl..here is a very weird post..I have no idea wat happen..This idea jus popped into my head dis morning..I am goin to relate chemical bonds to explain love..Sorry to say dat non-Science students will b totally blurr..The following is based on increasing strenght..

Van Der Walls Bond - Just a normal crush..guy c girl, guy like girl. Very easily overcomed

Covalent Bond - Newly couple..always "share" things together..but a little "heat" between dem den d bond will break..Still not strong enuf

Ionic bond - Couples..here is whn d guy will "give" to d girl..no more sharing.. d girl now oni "receives"..Start to understand each other more..More heat is required to break d bond

Metallic Bond - This is whn a bond becomes very strong and almost unbreakable..A large amount of "heat" is required to overcome dis strong bond..


Love.. a term everyone seems to not completely understand n gv dey're own perception about it..So, do i hv my own perception to what meaning dis term brings to..D answer is no..But, wat i do hv an answer for is.. "Wat wud u do if u loved sum1 ?"

My answer is dis..If i ever did love sum1.. i wudn b d type dat wud look forward to telling her dat i love her or wanting to couple with her.. If i truly loved a girl..den my only priority is to ensure dat she will always b happy..Therefore, i hv to first become friends with her, n try n keep her happy.. As long as d both of us can remain friends for as long as time allows and i am able to b by her side always..even as a friend..Den i do not mind..Because, as long as a love her..all dat matters is dat she is always happy~





Sunday, July 26, 2009

Law Olympiad

On the 25th of July, me n 15 other fren went on to participate in d 10th Law olympiad competition. As d teacher said, v all arrived at school b4 7a.m. BUT, dat ever so punctual buz driver only arrived at 7.20. And so, v all boarded d bus and started talking about how d number 1 influenced us sooo much dat day. Even d registration number for my team 1

ONLY 1 UPPER SIX
ONLY 1 FORM 5
ONLY 1 INDIAN
ONLY 1 PREFECT
ONLY 1 ARTS STUDENT
1 ALL-BOYS TEAM
1 ALL-GIRLS TEAM
1 MIXED TEAM

Well, v all arrived at HELP Institute aroud 7.40 only to find out dat d registration booth werent open yet. So, v waited again till 8 for it to open n registered ourselves. v were den told to take our seats. My team's table was again Table 1. Me n my teammates were extremely enthusiastic about dis "1 syndrome" dat be-falled us. Besides, our table was rite nex to d winning prize. V were all pumped up to win. My teammate, Wing liong n I made a bet dat v wud jump out d window if v were to b d las 3 teams in d competition.

As the competition progressed..v realised v were 'GG-ing' in every round. B4 d 4th out of d 5 rounds even started, my teammates n i already wanted to go back as v realised v had lost our chances.So, aftr alld round were ovr, v went for lunch n came back at 1 for d Mock trial b4 dey announced d winners.So, while waiting, v were taking pictures. As soon as d mock trial started, d girls started blue-toothing d pics. Wing liong was playing PSP. And me..i was sleeping..

Finally, everythng was ovr. V went down n waited for d bus. D bus was "supposed" to arrive at 2.20. But, dat punctual bus driver decided to show up at 3.30. Poor Li Yuan fell asleep while waiting for him. And so, our day ended whn v arrived at school around 4... I cud bet dat every1 was darn tired sa many if dem slept in d bus, including me.. n whn i came home..i again fell asleep as soon as i took my shower. I was sooo darn tired dat i din even bother to go online dat nite..

Pics are not available at d moment..i'll post dem nex time..look forward to dat ppl..till den.. C'ya !!



Saturday, June 20, 2009

Jus For Laughs

1. Brother Wanted
A small boy wrote to Santa Claus... SEND ME A BROTHER
Santa wrote back... SEND ME YOUR MOTHER

2. Meaning of WIFE
Husband asks, 'Do you know the meaning of WIFE???
It means..... Without Information Fighting Everytime
Wife replies, 'No, it means... With Idiot For Ever

3. Importance of a Period
Teacher: Do you know the importance of a period?'
Kid: Yeah, once my Sister said she has missed one... my Mom fainted, Dad got a heart attack & our Driver ran away'

4. Confident vs Confidential
A young boy asks his Dad, 'What is the difference between confident and confidential?'
Dad says, 'You are my son, I'm confident about that. Your friend over there, is also my son, that's confidential!!!'

5. Anger Management?
Husband: When I get mad at you, you never fight back. How do you control your anger?
Wife: I clean the toilet.
Husband: How does that help?
Wife: I use your toothbrush.



HAVE A NICE DAY and ENJOY YOUR WORK

Friday, June 5, 2009

If You're Not The One

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?


I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?





Monday, June 1, 2009

Funny Videos



Cute Kid trying to cheat in exam

Poor guy tryin to explain a maths problem


To all my frens dat gv me a wonderful time at Jusco,Kepong ytd.. Thanks Alot~
It was my first n i really enjoyed myself alot ! THANK YOU!

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Kokoro No Wakusei ~ Little Planets

Dis is the english translation for d song u are currently listening to.. It has a theme of friendship..Moral of d song.. FRIENDSHIP can nvr b broken~

I thought that you’d always
Be there, yet you’re not
I feel nostalgic somewhere
But I’m not lonely
I casually looked up at that palely colored sky

When I’m lost, I recall
The planets that my heart showed
The us from back then were certainly always
Gazing at them in the yonder

What are you doing? Where are you now?
Even if I asked, you wouldn’t give me an answer
But even if we’re separated, we can feel each other; because our encounter
Connects us
What we search for are dreams, at that secret base

The planets that my heart found
Run around the universe in my dreams
If our wishes can be fulfilled, then we’ll certainly be smilin’, and
We’ll look back at the us from back then

Our eyes from back then were planets
Circling around us
The planets of our transparent eyes
Unchanging thoughts are here forever

When I’m lost, I recall
The planets that my heart showed
The us from back then were certainly always
Gazing at them in the yonder

Saturday, May 30, 2009

TAGGED BY YING CI, SHASHA AND ALY

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real - nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name :Jhothiesvaren
2. A four Letter Word : Joke
3. A boy's Name : Jonathan
4. A girl's Name :Janice
5. An occupation : Jeweler
6. A color : Jade green
7. Something you'll wear : Jade Ring
9. A food : Jackfruit
10. Something found in the bathroom: Jasmine flower perfume
11. A place : Jamaica
12. A reason for being late: Jammed road
13. Something you'd shout : Jiak Sai !
14. A movie title: Jumanji
15. Something you drink: Jasmine tea
16. A musical group : Jack's Mannequin.
17. An animal : Jaguar
18. A street name : Jefferson St.
19. A type of car : Jaguar
20. The title of a song : "Jump" by Van Halen

Tag: Zachary,Jacky,Vernon,Rodney,Azri,Andre,Chew,Chee jian

Monday, May 25, 2009

TRUST

Most teenagers nowadays face one common problem.Parents jus dun seem to trust thier kids nowadays.So, d qquestion arises.Who are to blame ?? parents or d children ? It is not necessary dat all well educated parents trust their kids and neither do all un-educated parents dun let trust their kids.So,wat is d factor dat contributes to a parents trust to their child.Dis is my perception on dis matter.
Here's a story first...

"There were 2 good friends.A guy and a girl.Dis guy has a large collection of marbles while dis girl has a large collection of sweets.One day, the boy decided to trade all of his marbles for d girl's sweets.The girl agreed.But,instead of giving d girl all of his marbles, dis boy kept his one favourite marble for himself.D girl on d other hand gave all opf her sweets to d bot not keeping a single sweet for herself.Dat nite,d boy found it hard to sleep.He kept wondering wether if d girl, like him, kept sum of her sweets for herself.D girl on d other hand cud sleep peacefuly without any doubt as she trusted dat d boy,like her wud hv given all his marbles."

Wat I concluded frm dis story is,parents dun trust their children because dey do not even trust demselves.Dis is wat differentiates why certain parents trust their child while sum do not.Parents hv also went through d process of being a teenager.Therefore, dey to might hv done stupid stuff like skipping school,copying during exam,'lepak-ing' at d mall, smoking, drinking n many more.So,dey noe wat dey hv done in d past and not all parents share with their children wat dey hv done in d past.Neither do all the stories dey told us about dem b true.Now,why parents dun trust their child is fear. D fear of their child, repeating wat dey hv once done in their teenage life.Dey stand by d fact dat 'Prevention is Better Than Cure'. If my dad once skipped school or went out to a pub at nite with his frens, it is only natural for him to think dat i ass his son wud do d same. If my dad was d disciplined type dat rarely did anythn stupid, den he too wud trust me.

So, D reason why parents dun trust their children is simple. D plain truth behind all those excuses is...
-THEY DON'T TRUST DEMSELSVES
-DEY NOE DEY WERE ONCE UNTRUSTWORTHY

Well..dis is only my perception on dis matter.

Friday, May 22, 2009

Tagged

Tagged by Ng Ying Ci and Shasha

001. Real Name: Jhothiesvaren
002. Nickname(s): Train Heartnet, Octopus, and one other i'm not mentioning
003. Age: 18 years and 2 months and 8 days
004. Horoscope: Pisces
005. Gender: male
006. Elementary: St.James Kindergarten
007. Primary School: SK Taman Bukit Maluri
008. Secondary School: SMK Kepong
010. Hair Colour: Black, totally
011. Hair Length: Short
012. Loud or Quiet: Depends on d place..prefer quiet if not with frens
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: Phone
015. Health Freak: Not really
016. Drink or Smoke: None
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Not sure
018. Eat or Drink: Both
019. Piercings: None
020. Tattoos: Not interested
021. Social or Anti-Social: Definitely Social
022. Righty or lefty: Righty
023. First piercing: 5 years old
024. First relationship: Hvn had one
025. First Best Friend: Jonathan
026. First Award: 7 years old - Best standard 1 Student
027. First Kiss: None
028. First Pet: Fishes in my lotus pond
029. First Big Vacation: Langkawi
030. First Love at first sight: Some girl
031. First Big Birthday: Forgot
032. First Surgery: 8 years old - My sis cut my hand with a glass.I needed 5 stitches
033. First sport you joined: Badminton.. forgot when
034. Orange or Apple juice: Apple juice
035. Rock or Rap: Both
036. Country or Screamo: Both
037. N'SYNC or Backstreet boys: Both
038. Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera: Neither
039. Night or Day: Both
040. Sun or Moon: Sun during early mornings n moon during full moon
041. TV or Internet: Definitely Internet!
042. Playstation or Xbox: Preferably Xbox
043. Kiss or hug: Both
044. Iguana or turtle: Neither
045. Spider or bee: Neither
046. Fall or spring: Both are beautiful
047. Limewire or iTunes: Neither
048. Soccer or baseball: Baseball
049. Eating: Anything dats vegetarian and tastes great
050. Drinking: Water
051. Excitement level: Moderate
052. I’m about to: Watch TV.. Do homework..
053. Listening to: Again - Yui
054. Plan for today: Jus let it flow
055. Waiting for: Go Sleep
056. Energy Level: Regular
057. Thinking of someone: Yup
058. Want kids?: Hmm..hvn thought of it
059. Want to get married?: Hopefully
060. When?: When d time is right
061. How many kids do you want: Dun wanna think of it at d moment
062. Any name on the mind: Yes..
063. What did you want to do: Watch anime n listen to songs
065. Mellow future or wild: Mellow - I want a peaceful life
066. Something you would never try: Suicide
067. When do you want to die: Once I've done all dat i hv dreamed of.
068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes..U can tell a person frm their eyes
069. Romantic or Funny?: Both necessary in life
070. Shorter or Taller?: I'm happy with my height
071. Protective or Caring?: Both
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Doesn matter
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: This is a weird question
074. Sensitive or Loud?: Both can b annoying
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Never Hook-up.Definitely Relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: Neither
077. Muscular or normal: Not too muscular
078. Kissed a stranger: Definitely Not
079. Broken a bone: Does skull count ?
080. Lost glasses or contacts: No
081. Ran away from home: Thought about it...
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: Never did
083. Killed somebody: NO
084. Broken someone’s heart: Dunno..most probably not.
085. Had your heart broken: Yea...
086. Been arrested: Never
087. Cried when someone died: Not yet
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: YES
089. Yourself: Smart
090. Miracles: With frens n a little help..dey happen
091. Love at first sight: Once..
092. Heaven: I'll visit there someday
093. Santa Claus: An Old fool dat tricks kids
094. Tooth Fairy: An idiotic tale..
095. Kiss in the first date: Sure,why not ?
096. Angels: Good humans with a kind soul dat are dead
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: Yea
098. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life now?: Not really..But things can get worse then dis..So i appreciate where i am now..Especially since i hv my frens with me..
099. Do you believe in God?: Yes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people: Alyssa, Andre, Zachary, Rodney Quek, Chew Kwang Liang, Jacky, Nurazri,Vermon Ow,Ken Lam,Chee jian

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Teacher's Day



18th May was Teacher's Day celebration at my school.Dis year, I became d host during d games event.There were 5 types of games which both teachers and students participated in.

One of d games played was Coconut Bowling.Teachers and students formed teams n bowled using coconuts.It was hilarious to c d coconuts moving off course into other lanes.Our Principles coconut seemed to break every time she rolled it.Dat wud b because she was throwing d coconuts instead.Another exciting game played on dat day was Musical Chair.D funny part about dis game was dat v cud actually c how child-ish even our teachers can b! Pushing each other..trying to pull d chairs to demselves.. moving extremely slowly whn dey are close to a chair..All in all, i think d teachers had a fun time.

Of course,d highlight of d day was d Watermelon Eating Contest.6 teaches competed to c who cud finish a quarter of a watermelon in d fastest time.5 teachers used d spoons provided.But our beloved Disiplin teacher,Mr.Lim Meng did not bother with d spoon at all.All d students were cheering on him and eventually, he did finish his quarter of d watermelon 1st.

After all d games, teachers and students went for their refreshments.D celebration continued with many events such as drama sketch, choral speakin,choir performance and many others.

Finally, at d end of d day, i went out for lunch with a few friends. Zacharry,Pei sha n her brother ryan n a few of his frens.Eating with Zacharry can only mean 1 thing..Non-stop nonsense chatter n d possibility of him nicking ur food.And as usual, Zacharry started with his non-stop nonsense blabber.Me n Pei Sha had to make sure he didn finish his Ice Lemon Tea even b4 his meal arrived or else he wud ask one of us to buy him another drink (he didn bring money).Whn my Ice Kacang n Pei Sha's meal was placed on d table, Zacharry was all "can i hv a taste?".. "can i hv d bun?".."can i hv sum fries?".."are u gona finish dat?"...

It was a really fun day.Spending time at school with teachers n ltr goin out for lunch.I hadn had dis much fun in a very very long time.It's so long i can't even remember when was d last time i had dat much fun..



Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Form 6 Life

Hey ppl..Looks like i hv sum free time sooner than i expected..So,about my form 6 life.It started on the 11th of May which happened to b las monday.First day was extremely boring as teachers after teachers were giving speeches after speeches.It was really very boring n i decided to spend sum time gettin to noe Julien more (d French exchange student).D both of us were talkin all d way.Dat was practicaly d first day.D second day continued with d speeches.Firstly ouyr new principle came in n started talkin on how she wants to suggest us with new uniforms to make us look 'different' from d other students.She even introduced dis Merit system n encouraged us to do social work to get merit marks.

After d speech by d principle came in d Form 6 student body aka Persatuan Tingkatan Enam (PTE). Dey welcomed us back,introduced demselves n had a small ice breaking session.Dey even explained some of d things v had to do such as collecting signatures frm 5 Form 6 teachers and all d AJK of d PTE.All in all, d second day wasn as much as boring as d first.

Later in d day, v were all placed into our classes.I and a few others were in L6 Sc1. D school decided to mix all d students randomly into classes instead of clumping all d top students together.But i am grateful as the teachers for my class were said to b d best in their field

Pengajian Am - Pn.Kamisah
Maths - Pn. Lim Boong Ngee
Chemistry - En.Tan Seng Wah
Biology - Pn.Wan Zakiah

D third day of school...aah..here is where all d work started.V had maths homework, a presentation for MUET, and had to get d entire list of Malaysia's ministers for Pengajian Am.All this was on d very forst day.I guess it was to b expected for Form 6.Our first Bio class on friday was a real shocker.D teacher was wexplaining n v were all blurr.A classmate asked d teacher if she cud start wif anythn simpler.D teacher's respond.."dis is d Simpl-EST"

Well..dats all for d time about life in Form 6.It wasn at all dat bad.Its d beginning of sumthn new.My next post will b about Teacher's Day celebration at school which was yesterday (18th May).It was a very different celebration.It was a totally new experience of Teacher's Day for me.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

HELP Debate

Hey people.I know.It's been A-G-E-S since i last posted a post.Basically, i was too lazy to type anythn out.So here's an update.Mind you..altho its called an update..wat ur about to read is actually old news.Anyway, on the 14th of April I and my junior debaters went for the 7th National Debate Championship at HELP Institute.It was d first time dat our school participated and v had no idea watsoever of d rules or how v shud b debating.So,on d 14th of April i got up at 6 as usual and got ready for school.I scurried thro my cupboard to find my old pair of school uniform ( i hvn been to school for d past 5 mth since b4 April ).I got ready,went to school and departed to HELP Institute.The topic of our first round debate was "This House Would Not Use Animals For Entertainment".The topic was hard enuf, but..v had to get d opposition stand and against a so-called "formidable" opponent, SMK Katholik High,PJ. Since v were in d last group, our debate was to start oni at 4pm.So,v jus hanged around till it was our turn. When it was time, v gave all our best n went all out. D debate was at a classroom. Half d entire class was filled with Katholik High supporters. Finally..after an hour of debate and another half hour of adjudicating..the verdict was..SMK Kepong emerged d winning team.My team won! And so, as usual, d adjudicators congratulated d winning team and asked if there were any questions. Professionally, d losing team SHOULD b askin d adjudicators on how dey cud improve demselves.But no~dey were Too egoistic to admit defeat.D debaters as well as their supporters spent half an hour arguing with d adjudicators dat dey shud hv won d battle. SORE losers! Thats d end of dat chapter.Arrived home at 7pm (12 hours..it was physical n mental torture).Anyway, it was Tamil New Year on d very day, so dat meant i had to go to temple rite after i had my bath.It was 10 when i arrived home.Usually, it wud mean getting to bed.However, d 2nd round of d debate was d very next day n v already received our topic. V were again d opposition against another good school, SMK Chung Hwa. Dis topic was even harder than d previous. "The Government Should Pay Women For Giving Birth". So, me n my teammates went thro preparing points for d topic.V had to prepare takin into consideration 2 situation. 1) surrogacy. 2)Low Populated Country.
It was already 2am when i was done preparing points alone.Got up again at 6 at it was d same routine as d day b4.When it was our turn to debate, v had a shock.D government team neither spoke about surrogacy nor low population.Dey took on a stand sayin dat it was d governments responsibility to care.It was a long winded debate. It ended in us losing dat round due to a late come back n d lack of 'Burden Of Clash' as mentioned by d adjudicator. But it was great. v lost but v had fun n learned alot.v did quite well considering it was our first time participating in dat debate.

That's all for now ppl..I started Form 6 last week..Its been very busy,but fun..will b posting about it soon..mayb next week..

Saturday, March 7, 2009


You are The Hierophant


Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching.


All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel.


The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist.


What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Tagged By Shasha

Directions: Once you've been tagged, you've to write a blog with 16 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose 10 people to tag, listing their names & why you choose them. Don't forget to leave them a comment ("you're it") and to read your blog. You can't tag the person that tagged you. Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.
1. My friends are definitely my first priority,even before myself.
2. I love school more than home.
3. I'm a vegetarian.
4. I noe a great deal of numerology.
5. I'm crushing on a certain sumone.
6. I like songs based on their lyrics.
7. I am amazed by japanese songs and instrumentals.
8. I may not look like it..but i'm easily touched.
9. I find it hard to part from my handphone.
10. I can ONLY perform under pressure..i noe,weird.
11. If i wasn tagged..i wud have been bored rite now.
12. I can't play d piano..however it's my favourite instrumental equipment.
13. Someday..i'll definitely be a scientist.
14. I would never drink, smoke and gamble.
15. Nothing beats reading a good book!!.
16. Finally..i'm done.Never have i spent dis long on a tagged post!
People To Tag
1. Chew Kwang Liang - He needs to get his mind awy frm philosopies and business
2. Andre - How can I not tag him !!
3. Chee Jian - At least he'll be occupied doin sumthin.
4. Ken Lam - He hasn't blogged in a long time...
5. Navin Singh - he could use a few extra posts on his blog.
6. Ying Ci - Let's noe more bout her..
7. Zachary - Jus to push him around a little
8. Rodney - I'm running out of ppl to tag..argh!
9. Anthony - Give him some extra work to do..hehe.
10. Aly -Jus for d sake of tagging one last person..

Friday, February 13, 2009

To You With Love,

Love is so sad.I realized it that night you were next to me.Cause better than anybody else,I know you so well.Even your casual kindness.Makes my chest tighten.You don't understand,I'm so in love with you.This, this close I'm watching you.Why are we only friends?No matter how strong my feelings are,They don't reach you. You don't understand,I'm so in love with you."You're not feeling too good?"you said, and in that moment I yawned to hide my tears."Lack of sleep, maybe?" was my excuse.The lies to my most important person,Keep piling up. That's the current me.I'm so in love with you.Every day my heart is in pain.Countless sleepness nights overcome.That first day we met,It'd be so great if I could return to it.I'm so in love with you. If I confess that "I love you",I probably won't be able to smile again.But to continue as friends, with fake smiles,I can't take take it any more.I'm so in love with you. The truth is I always loved you.Always,I kept loving you.To you I want to send these feelings.I whisper them to the blue sky.You don't understand,I'm so in love with you. This close I'm watching you.Why are we only friends? No matter how strong my feelings are,They don't reach you. You don't you understand that I'm so in love with you?

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

This Is My True Feelings

It's february..Known as the month of love as Valentine's Day is jus round the corner..Dis is a Japanese song..The english translation is right below the video. A beautiful song bout a guy who jus can't confess his love although he really loves his girl.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY PEOPLE!

(i noe..still early..but wat d heck..enjoy~)



Even if my love reaches the breaking point, it won't reach you entirely
My true feelings for you are just spinning on air,
I can't bring my heart to say "I love you"
On the long, sleepless nights, I think of you

your images turn in my mind's eye
i ask myself, Is this love ?
continuously shaking speech that moves you to tears

changes into a slight fever mingled with a sigh
Give me a smile and shiny days, by your smile
So that I can withstand the cold of a frozen night.
Even if my love reaches the breaking point, it won't reach you entirely

My true feelings for you are just spinning on air,
I can't bring my heart to say "I love you"
Like rain in the middle of summer, the dry, bareness moistens, your smile is bright

Give me a smile and shiny days, don't clear up so quickly!
Because we can overcome any wall that stands in our way.
Whoever we love, these images will reach them, right?
Don't say you can find me, your words are dancing in space.
The further apart you go, the more it hurts me

The more I chase you, the more my heart feels the cruel distance

Give me a smile and shiny days,
Give me a smile and nice days,
If only we could meet in an embrace...
Whoever we love, these images will reach them, right?
If only you had said so in your dreams
That u loved me
And if only I had said in my dreams
That I always loved you
Even if my love reaches the breaking point, it won't reach entirely

My true feelings for you are just spinning on air,
I can't bring my heart to say "I love you"
P.S. i noe d date says January..i've been saving dis in my drafts since then...lol

Monday, January 5, 2009

This Is My Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong,and no one understands you.Do you ever wanna runaway?Do you lock yourself in your room?With the radio on turned up so loud,That no one hears you screaming.No you don't know what it's like.When nothing feels all right.You don't know what it's like,to be like me.Do you wanna be somebody else?Are you sick of feeling so left out?Are you desperate to find something more,before your life is over?Are you stuck inside a world you hate?Are you sick of everyone around?With their big fake smiles and stupid lies,while deep inside you're bleeding.No one ever lied straight to your face.No one ever stabbed you in the back.You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay.Everybody always gave you what you wanted.Never had to work it was always there.You don't know what it's like,be hurt,to feel lost,to be left out in the dark.To be kicked when you're down,to feel like you've been pushed around.To be on the edge of breaking down,and no one's there to save you. No you don't know what it's like.This is my life..