Love and crushes.

This is gonna be my longest post by far..Hope you don't get bored~
It's mainly song lyrics though.LOL.





People say that falling in love is beautiful.Well...it can be quite a trouble at the beginning.Especially if you've just realised that you're starting to fall for a close friend that you never thought you'd fall for. Then,there comes a choice... to tell or not to tell.This matter arises and can cause internal conflict. The reason... If u confessed and she rejects you, your friendship may most likely go down the drain.

Here's a story on my behalf.I knew this girl since form 3. Well, i knew her before but we only started talking since i was in form 3.I have never seen her aas someone more than a friend.When i was in form 5,due to unforseen circumstances...we got closer to each other.In the beginning,it was jus a start of a closer friendship.I didn't even know if i was really falling for her or not.Just then,American Idol runner up,David Archuleta released his first single,Crush.I thought that David Archuleta read my mind.Every word of those lyrics meant soo much.

I hung up the phone tonight

Something happened for the first time

Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

Cause the possibility

That you would ever feel the same way

About me It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth

All I ever think about is you

You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized

And I just got to know

Do you ever think

When you're all alone

All that we can be

Where this thing could go

Am I crazy or falling in love

Is it real or just another crush

Do you catch your breath

When I look at you

Are you holding back

Like the way I do

Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away

But I know this crush aint going away, going away

Has it ever crossed your mind

When were hangin, spending time girl,

Are we just friends Is there more, is there more

See it's a chance we've gotta take

Cause I believe that we can make this into

Something that will last, last forever,

And Ever Do you ever think

When you're all alone

All that we can be

Where this thing can go

Am I crazy or falling in love

Is it real or just another crush

Do you catch your breath

When I look at you

Are you holding back

Like the way I do

Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away

But I know this crush aint going away, going away

Why do I keep running from the truth

All I ever think about is you

You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized

And I just got to know

Do you ever think

When you're all alone

All that we can be

Where this thing can go

Am I crazy or falling in love

Is it real or just another crush

Do you catch your breath

When I look at you

Are you holding back

Like the way I do

Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away

But I know this crush aint going away

This crush aint going away

Going away,Going away

I'm the kind of person who puts friendship above everything else in the world.That's one of a few reasons why i haven't confessed to her...and i'l probably never.I can't stand risking to jeopardise my friendship with her.Someone once told me that to love someone, you don't necessarily need to be together with them.One can still care for their loved ones by maintaining a good friendship and ensuring that their loved ones laugh always.Anyway...It's not as if I'm never gonna see her again or whatever. We're still friends.I MAY see myself singing this song in the next 10 or 15 years.

This time, This place

Misused, Mistakes

Too long, Too late

Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance

Just one breath

Just in case there's just one left

Cause you know, you know, you know

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go

Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask

Last chance for one last dance

Cause with you, I'd withstand

All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all

I'd give for us

Give anything but I won't give up'

Cause you know,

you know, you know

So far away

Been far away for far too long

So far away

Been far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know

I wanted

I wanted you to stay

Cause I needed

I need to hear you say

That I love youI have loved you all along

And I forgive you

For being away for far too long

So keep breathing

Cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe and,

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

Hold on to me and, never let me go

It's amazing how well song lyrics can be just soo meaningful.They just tend to relate to one's life so accurately.

I'm laughing my ass out after dis post~!

I wonder why..??